that urgent feeling i had over the entire semester is gone; exams are finished and i left my results up to fate the moment i walked out of the exam halls.

maybe the absent urgency (wtv) was the reason why i left all packing to the last day of the previous rent contract. fatty rented a car, we argued about whether the other person was packing or playing, packed and moved until 4am, fatty drove backwards until he crashed one of his neighbour's car and got a dent in the rental car, went through macca's drive-thru, went to maroubra beach in the car, went to kmart at 3-4am before work on sunday, pushed noisy coles carts loaded with luggage up to my new place in randwick like 5-6 times on three nights straight, went around shops and the local randwick library, paid rent a week late, started a new knitting project, left 70% of the luggage unpacked because my grades aren't out yet (if i failed the semester i'm getting provisional suspension and therefore kicked out), and now spending days sleeping and nights playing HOGs and SK.

好颓废啊。。。花的钱也特多的 又不好好赚钱还吃的玩的那么多干嘛呢
内疚啊

oh yeah i'm starting to lose my korean bit by bit. since i got laughed at by the family on skype for saying some things wrongly. wtv